21 September 2024

spy shit


tonight light dark
             light 
             lightens 
             lightning 
             lighter 
             lights linger 
             lightness 
                     darkening 
                     darker. 

tonight it's 
 "night 
   night"        dark 
            light fights 
                    darkness too. 

            it's 
   night.        
                    
                    darkening 
            light. 

           it's porch 
            light. 
           it's shadow its. 

white wall and blank space 
           it's "go go dog" out in 
                     dark yard 
           it's highway distance 
           it's to 
   night. 
           it's "love you sleep tight" itsits hiding and revealing its its its it is itssss pppyy///

In other news, survivor's back on, the piano is safely wedged between the wall and the step, and and and the art on the wall os crooked again.

this blog is also the fault of the pogues

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24 November 2023

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This dread night

In here

With a southern shape a shadow
With a light low
Upon a ceiling
To hissing heater
Of quiet
Of creeping
Of dark

04 September 2023

the titanic of blogs

 i like feel like my voice here is like authentic and like providingsomething new to the world or whatever but like no one looks at this or like let alone likes it so like is this a shinking ship (this is a portmanteau of sinking and shrinking obv) and am i like cal or something oblivious to the obvious fate of a readerless blogkingofthe world?

20 August 2023

only old things start new things


this view is not the
       view i wrote from last and clacks of keys sound deeper here, more resonant.
                         the rope swing out
                         the window blew wildly in
                         the breeze tonight, as if some stranger sat swinging
                                                        as branches danced above and swayed.
                         the lights are dim now.
                         the refrigerator hums a relentless rhythm.
                i should be sleeping, wrapped in sheets but 
                         the night                                                           and 
                         the week ahead 
                                                                                                  and 
                         the dread of another year, 
                                             another endless
                                                          year keep these fingers echoing on 
                                                                  keys.
                i am                             wildly                                  echoing
this                         breeze
                                                                          these          swinging
                               lights           wrapped in
this                         dread
                               night.