It doesn't matter.
13 December 2024
26 November 2024
19 November 2024
Prayer in Iambic
O, Come thee, hand of Death, and wash from me
This stain of thinking. Purge the grime and rust,
The grease and filth of my still body. Come,
You monster! Free me from my own dependence,
And take from me the thought that a thought matters,
And free me from the notion that this means.
O, Death, please take, please hand of Death remove
This love for something that does not exist.
And yes, I know the hand I call is mine.
And yes, these fingers clack the instrument
Of my destruction, washed with brown and fear
And sentiment. I know I've given life
To that which shall consume me
reunion
I wonder if id recognize your face indifferent
if
we weren't here for 20 years since
would your gray still transluce the 21 year old? you
sat in a stool one bar over there
the other night
the bartender
(I knew him but he had eyes like a bartender on a busy Friday. He
sat in a tiny practice space with me once him with trombone and he was
asked not to play later and there was great pizza around the corner and slushy drinks at a bar down the block.)
In our present bears struggle against packers and memories of bars and violence
a bottle smashed on someone
a bottle rocket shot into something
a smile of recollect
ing I am here and there in time twice at once
we weren't here for 20 years since
would your gray still transluce the 21 year old? you
sat in a stool one bar over there
the other night
the bartender
(I knew him but he had eyes like a bartender on a busy Friday. He
sat in a tiny practice space with me once him with trombone and he was
asked not to play later and there was great pizza around the corner and slushy drinks at a bar down the block.)
In our present bears struggle against packers and memories of bars and violence
a bottle smashed on someone
a bottle rocket shot into something
a smile of recollect
ing I am here and there in time twice at once
and Now
it's poetry (this) I
started 4 years ago and it
brings me back to a moment that brings me back to a moment that brings me bakc to a moment back to a moment a moment a moment moment.
09 November 2024
iaminthecar
I am in the car. I
am on the road. It is
the same road as
today the
same on the
I am on the road. I am i
n the car. It is the same car,
It is the same road. It
straights and carries.
It widens
windows winding
winding.
It I am
on the road.
I am in the car. It carries; caroms. It
carol carries I am
I am in the car I am on the
road. It is
the same road
as
it is the I am the I am in the car
03 November 2024
Revision
last night, the
road the
town the
side of the mountain. the
wind chipped and charted the
wind ffffded and found i
night
was back there
walking.
last night the wind chimped and chimeded the wind wired and weird and winded
last night, the
cold there the
side of the road.
the teeth chawed
the mountain, town i
the mountain, town i
was the side
walking
the road on the side of the mountain.
it was cold there. there the
wind shewed.
it chipped and charted the heart and hearted,
the
night
sided hearth
and heart hear is here is here is here is last night there is hear to here is home is
last night is the wind chipped
the chip chap founded
the found and founded
the fish the finish the
last night
the
last winded night winding road
the mountown the
thought
teeth
thought
though
tow
tone
side
back
child
chide
a cold a
canyon.
canyon.
26 October 2024
ACOLDACANYON
last night, I was back there walking on the road towards the town on the side of the mountain. it was coldld there.
cold there there the wind chipped and charted the wind ffffded and found and
last night (he) (ttthe) i was
last night (he) (ttthe) i was
back their
wal(k)ing. the wind chimped and chimeded.
thhe wind weird and winded. last
night the(r) tttthe coed, the code code cold--the Ed the e the -ed .
the cold there et al
the the all the side the sod. thhe thee the teeth,
th e
eh
the mountain, town ton on the side (to the to the) the the. though the thought though it-- i
was the the side )the back the eh (th he)( t
was the the side )the back the eh (th he)( t
here walking wailing the two town charted the found the last rr--rr: i.e. I there back there walking on the rod walking the road toward the ton town o. on the side of the mountain, it was o o o oh it was code cold there. i. there the wind child . i there the i there the wwwind the chip; the charted the heart and hearted the big lake (like lake lay) lain --the fire in the furnace the old laughing lady. last
night the hearth heart hear is here is here is here is lasst
nigh here
is hear is here is him is home is
lastnight is the back the wind thhe the i wind the rod do roe chip chap chip founded fine found finish eee
lasst neigh neighbor the last winded winding the rod the ton town the mountown the though teeth thought tone side back child child chide lake laaay
a comb a
canyon.
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