Several Days in One

i wish you could know how i wish i could draw like you:
today leaf rubbings an and scribbles like they were planned
you with ginkgo and maple with

parallel and pannalel or whatever science word you learned

you with abandon and precision
you with a palette of bold
it doesn't matter
you with a golden golden like like

this touch like like it doesn't matter and it does every move is priceless like you today in a hallway

 in a harry pot
ter dress you today in a shirt that says i'm ready for the weekend i ii want to hug you to know that you are real i want a hug so that i know we are both here and this is not some sadistic dream that i'll wake up from and know what it meant to be happy but not have it it any more and you put a pen to paper and i smile you put a hand in clay and i i i can't describe what this what this

today you made a game
today you won at mastermind
today you rode a bike without thinking about how far